I try so hard to be strong and positive to take each day as it comes and most days God gives me the grace to handle it. I have to admit that there are some days when I just wanna cry, when its to much, when I cant even take my kids to the grocery store, go to church without Josh or get through the day with my sanity. Some days I just want JJ to be "normal" so I can do "normal things". Some days I don't have the strength to get through it.
The hardest part is realizing this is OK. It is OK to be broken, overwhelmed, and at my end. It is OK to not be perfect. It is OK that no one really understands what we go through. It is OK! It is OK because its in this place that God meets me. Its when I cant take it anymore that he lifts the burden from my shoulders and gives me the strength I need to go on. Its in this place he makes beautiful things out of me and JJ. Its in this place I am refined and purified. Sometimes you need to let yourself be in the valley so God can walk you back up the mountain. Sometimes I need to let go and fall because I can't handle it anymore so God can catch me and give me a new strength. How he loves us, He loves us , He loves us, He loves us. How awesome it is to fall knowing you love me enough to catch me!
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