Thursday, May 13, 2010

It is all about perspective.

Today started out like any other day. We awoke to JJ jumping into his metal closet doors at 6:30 am and Abby laughing hysterically at her brothers antics. Except for today I took JJ to go see Dr. Kerschbaum a Psychiatrist who finally gave us a diagnosis for JJ. Its official he has A-typical Autism or PPD-NOS/ASD. Pretty much he doesn't fall into any specific category but displays some characteristics of Autism.

I know this sounds weird but I actually felt relieved if not happy. We finally have a diagnosis!! As I drove home from my sisters today with JJ sitting in the back seat (buck naked because his shorts got "dirty") I couldn't help but laugh. Our life may be insane but its our life. I really couldn't imagine JJ any different. He is all mine and I have been in love with him from the moment I laid eyes on his beautiful face. What we call autism is just seeing life from a different perspective. This gives him a unique ability to see things in people and situations that we may not notice.

Everyday with JJ is a new journey. I am thankful for the diagnosis that allows him to get wrap around. I am thankful that he is fearfully and wonderfully made. I am thankful for the amazing support of our family and friends. I am thankful that when I tucked him in to bed he said "I love you too mom". I am thankful for every hug and kiss. I am thankful for his huge smile that brightens my day. Most of all I am thankful for JJ and the blessing he is in our lives everyday. He may not fit into conventional societal roles but he fits perfect with us.

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